im not sure ?

[saxman]

im not sure if i want to continue. life is wierd now , i dont want my kids to expierence what i did, i dont want to go on and not live .i enjoy traveling and seeing everything i see but dont know when it will end and i need to protect the ones that i love .im scared that my children will suffer, any feedback?im feerfull about the rest of my existence

[Denise]

Saxman, we all love ya here.....
talk to us anytime....
you definitely need "to continue" for us, for your children, for yourself!!!!

[RandyVa]

Take Those Meds Mike!

RandyVa

[lucille]

Saxman, you have just returned from a big trip and back to your usual life, and you just need to come down gently, with thoughts of the great trip you have just had. And you definately need to start planning for your next trip to the Pittsburgh Picnic. Actually, Dee and I may be able to travel with you as we have to land in LA, and there must be some way we can hook up and travel East together.

I just thought of that, and if it is by bus or train we will get to see some of the country I've not seen before, and Dee has never been to the US. What do you think? Suggestions please Mike.

[saxman]

lucille that sounds good. im ok just feeling bad that i am at home,isolating, and the trip was sooo good i wish i was on the road AGAIN,i missed the jimb ,even though i had a lap top that didnt work on the road.i would like to go to the picnic.its a date 99 percent.the 1 percent is my mind saying no i cant enjoy ,so i would love to go to the picnic , does that make sence? sorry if this is a wierd post but im lost tonight

[saxman]

the best thing is that i speak and i tell people the truth and learn from it.i think that listening to janis all these years have helped me speak and sing and dance the truth.Thank you, Janis for giving me a .or an eye on the telecope to the future of understanding, Thank s

[saxman]

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[saxman]

Tonite im ok .i did my meds and i am ok, the fact that i check in here to see if im ok is progress for me , thank you for your understanding when im out of line

[lucille]

It's two o'clock in the AFTERNOON Thursday Mike, but I do feel weary :) However I have to get my A into G and go out to follow up a few odds and sods.

[Agnes]

Welcome back, Mike :) Please do keep posting, we've missed you!

[saxman]

Things are GREAT today.Thanks for the concern.i went to the va and was able to talk ,and it helped. i really missed not being here , so im back!

[Randy & Betty in Pa]

Hey Mike...

Welcome home...You've been missed. Well are you ready to go to Chicago or Wisconsin? Betty and I will be there the 18th, 19th & 20th for the shows.... You know the company of you (and Joy) are always welcome....

Talk later... Best to you my friend

R & B...

[AceOn6]

Things are GREAT today.Thanks for the concern.i went to the va and was able to talk ,and it helped. i really missed not being here , so im back!
That's good news, Mike.

Hope I'm not out of line on this, but it's helped one person who is very close to me. Write a note to yourself about how much better you feel today. Put it in an envelope and label that envelope "for emergency use only". Next time you're feeling a bit lost or down, you can open that envelope to remind you that things can change literally overnight. Sometimes knowing that you made it through before can help you make it through again.

Peace, my friend. Hope we meet someday.

[SongDragon]

I'm glad things are great now... Geez, I've been missing your posts, especially since we're not in the same time zone anymore and school has been hectic. I mean REALLY hectic.

Glad you're back, Saxman, good to see you (or at least your posts)!

~Song

[DaveM]

Always good to see you here, Mike. When you get down, don't be afraid to let us know--or to get in touch with a friend; real friends will help you out every time. Glad you got through the rocky patch and let's just hope things are smoother for a good long time now.