hoops
01-09-2008, 06:36 PM
stuff just pops into my head, i don't know why. today, for some odd reason i was remembering when i "came back" last may. i was in and out of conciousness a lot, and for some strange reason, something that happened just before or just after i died made me believe that when i died it was april of '07 and when i came back again it was september of '07. I was convinced for weeks that this was true. my sister told me th nurses would ask me several times a day what the date was and where i was. and she said i would always tell them i wasn't sure of th day, but it was near the end of september and i was in a special wing of the hosipatl that wasn't physically connected to the hospital itself. our local hospital is small enough where it all fits in one building. did i also tell you that i was totally convinced that this part of the hospital was made completely of reprocessed 'poop'...oh there is more, a lot more, being off my psych meds was a crazy place...there was a whole wing of people who cared for me and didn't exist, there was a family, a doctor, her husband who was a genious of a scientist, so much so he practiced medicine, specifically on me, and the where the creators of this 'poop' ward and were very famous for and. i also 'knew' the wife personally for many years...still haven;t figured out which voice she is. and they and their two teenaged children lived between th first and the second floor in this amazing housing unit created, again, by them. AND the husband and wife only slept three hours a night. this is just the beginning of crazy, believe me, but i'll stop my story here, it's all just flashing before my eyes
peace
hoops
peace
hoops