computer glitch

[saxman]

Hey everyone.im having computer problems, along with mind problems.since the Philly concert ive been sad and feel that i need to re connect with friends and people that i met, like Randy and betty and the people that help me get to anather day. sorry ive been away in my own head for a while.When i got a fix in person of Janis i abandoned the people that helped me get there. any one understand?i dont want to be that way . i want to be a part of the NOW ! and want help, and i understand the difference. Im having a bad 3 month depression and i Know from my groups that? this will pass .the Thing i dont understand is ?Why it is taking so long every time i feel this way .im blamming it on the computer but we all know its me . ? any help?I cant understand sometimes why i listen and why i feel the need to send Janis to the rest of the world.it is Pure . or i should say Janis Music to me is as pure as it gets , the Lyrics the Thought process, the meaning is what gets me to a new day i Listen and learn. Good Nite IU cant seem to be able to express my thoughts . I bought a work of art today. and Played janis when i put it on my wall.Peace!

[lucille]

Hi Saxman, turn your thoughts to the Jan-nic in Pittsburgh. That should cheer you up. It is now getting unbelievably close ;) ... and a lot more rudies will meet our very own Santa.

[RedjackRyan]

yeah man, what lucille said! Picnic is only a short time away, that will give you something to look forward to. I know I cannot wait to meet you in person. We've got so many stories to share :)

[Randy & Betty in Pa]

Hiya Mike...

Good to see your back....When I get bummed out I just think of horrible things to do to Redjack... Always makes me smile....:D Betty and I are getting ready for another dose of Janis in May.... This time just half way across the country.... Wanna meet us in Chicago or Wisconsin?

Best to you and all

R & B from Pa

Ps... Give our best regards to Lonnye and the gang ...:o

[Lin]

Glad you are sharing with us Mike. It will get better.

Tell us about your piece of art.

Lin

[Racheldiva]

Yes, what was your art purchase?
I find that painting itself is very restful. I don't know how arty you are, but you don't have to sit and paint a still life or anything organised or conventional. But even just doodling with paints, pencils, whatever is very restful and gives you great peace. This will help you get your head organised. I use it all the time and wouldn't be without it!
xx

[DaveM]

Hey Mike, we're all here--don't be a stranger!

And I think we all know you are not the only Rudie who deals with depression. It can be an easy trap to fall into and a scary one.

You stick with us, ok? We'll always be here for you and if I can be of any help I believe you have my e-mail.

[saxman]

i bought a piece by an artist named Juan Quevedo born in peru 1952 , came to the us in 1970 its one of a kind watercolor titled Noche de jazz, its picasso ish. ilove it!

[DaveM]

Fascinating, Mike....Lucille has (I think) had some contact with a modern American painter who it more or less of the same school. To my mind he wants too much for his paintings, but the two of you just might have some things to say to each other on the subject....hope you will get in touch.

[saxman]

for anyone involved with the ability to know me? i say thanks.! and dave you are right Lucille is a wonderful contact, i wish she would visit calif.and depression is gone away. im leaving on an antique buying trip wed and will be on the road driving to the south starting wed. oh i said wed 2 times .LOL but im going to enjoy a trip of about 10,000 miles and ill be gone and have no idea when i will return.but ill take a lap top compuiter with me on my trip and check in. i plan to be on the road at least 2 weeks. anyone on my trip plans that i can meet on the way? i leave from calif wed and driving to tupalo miss then columbia south carolina. then headed up north ? i would love to meet Janis fans on my journey. i have funds for dinner or lunch, and would love to meet people on my trip. i will be with my friend Wesm his wife has to work so we go on trips at least 1 time a year .so see ya in pitts.im stilltrying to get plane tics